I misses someone badly kaya I thought of writing him letters. As in with S. wla lng... hnd kc siya nkakasama smen e.. I want to update him of everything. I don’t know if he cares or if he’s interested basta naisip ko lng. bahala xa..

But actually I care kung anong iniisip nia or ssabhin nia.. half-half ako eh... dko alam kung ibibgay ko pb or wag nlng.. dko alam kung matutuwa cia or wla lang un. basta I feel okay pag nkakapagkwentuhan kme. Kht pa through letters lang.. just a thought of him nga makes me happy already.

Parang 2nd journal ko nga eh. Un nga lang im only telling him stuffs about our other friends… dko medyo knkwento ung mga tungkol sken… wla lang. Ü

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If I'm Not In Love


if im not in love with you
what is this im going through, tonight
if this heart is lying, then
what should i believe in
why do i go crazy
every time i think about you baby
why else do i want you like i do
if i m not in love with you

and if i dont need your touch
why do i miss you so much, tonight
if its just infatuation
why is my heart aching
to hold you forever
when a part of me thought id never
give again to someone i could lose
if im not in love with you

oh why in every fantasy
do i feel your arms embracing me
like lovers lost
in sweet desire
and why in dreams do i surrender
like a little baby
how do i explain this feeling
someone tell me
if im not in love with you