[[escape the hurt]]




Hnd ko na lng masyadong iniicp para hnd nko nalulungkot…. Nagbi-busyhan nlng ako sa work ko….umiiwas akong magkaron ng time para maicp pa ang tungkol sknya… pumapasok ako ng mas maaga, umuuwi ng mas late… shit nga e…wla kong choice kundi maging masipag… wow noh?for a change nman…?!:) nku magkakasakit ako n2! hehehe.. aun… may makikita ka ng aliwalas sa muka ko…pero hnd mo nga lang ako mkiktang lgeng nkasmyl just lyk before… but im soooo okay na…. okay na ko tlaga….promiz…. Okay na okay… ayan…..nko-convince ko na sarli ko.
eniwei life goes on dba….






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txt sakn ni paul:




Love has its own time, its own season 4 coming and going. You cannot bribe it or coerce it or reason it into staying. You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it to others when it comes 2u. But if it chooses 2 leave frm ur heart or 2 the heart of ur lover, ders nothng you shud do. Love wil always has been and always will be a mystery. Be glad dat it came 2 live for a moment in ur lyf. If you keep ur heart open, it will come again…..



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got myself a new bf… mabilis ba? Well hnd nman bf as in bf na serysohan….pero hnd rin lokohan…. Ang sbi lng nman kc nia skn bgyan ko daw xa ng chance na mkilala xa mabuti….he wants to take care of me daw…..e ok lng nman skn un…kaya pumyag nko… dko masydo nagets, un na pla un aba! So okay lng kc mabait nman xa… and theres something about him that makes him interesting…;) attractd nman ako sknya…un nga lang la ko special feelings for him… madedeveloped nman un e… tama ba???



Ewan ko… im not sure kung tama 2ng naging desisyon ko…. Bsta alam ko lng na he cares for me and he wants to share a lot of things 2me…
hnd nman cguro unfair kc wla nman cia expectation skn…..and tingn ko nman pareho nmen ayaw magcommit e…. mas ok ung gnito…less attached, less hurt….